After I realized I deserved better: Date 1- H- Ghost

For days, I allowed men to come into my room, touch me, kiss me, and do the most intimate things without a single one even offering to get me water. I gave up on that and decided to go on multiple dates.

H we met through Tinder, here I was completely excited to meet them, tell them what my goals are, dreams, etc.

This one, I have to say it hurt like a bitch:

We met up, went to a Korean BBQ restaurant, and the date went well. He made me laugh like my situationship or any of those guys ever did. He made me laugh. We had a joke about writing each other's red flags in an imaginary notebook, and overall, he was tall and had some nice hands. I've always laughed at big hands.

We listened to music and tickled each other over a plastic figurine

We went on a second date, even though I made a fool out of myself with the sugar rush

He took me to In-N-Out, we cuddled watching the cutest movies, and it was so much fun. He said goodbye at a late hour, left to go back home, and I never saw him again

He asked if he could say good morning and goodnight just to never do it

He asked what flowers are my favorite, just to never give me any

He really disappointed me, but still, somewhere in my backpack is that figurine that made me really like him.

Goodbye H,

Thank you for showing me how unattached everyone is when dating.